Monday, January 24, 2011
Back in Sg for slightly more than a mth and going back to Melb very soon (the part which I dread the most). Back for weddings, Roy & Shera's in Sg and EnYe and Ruth's in Brunei. Had lots of fun attending the weddings and travelling arnd. This will definitely be the new 2008! :) Dont worry 2008, you'll still have a special spot in my memory :))
Anyway being back this time gave me a new perspective of things. Things I have yet to think abt. It's always a given that I am only back for holiday. But recently I realised I might be able to settle back at home pretty well. Previously one of my reasons for going back to Melb is church/OCF (spiritual growth). Afraid I'll backslide when I am back home in a safe environment. But right now, I think there shld be no prob looking for a church, already quite settled with church, still abit worried abt joining a cell/bible study grp though. I mighttt be able to live with my mum's nagging, but definitely not looking forward to it. Job wise, I am sure there are ALOT of job opportunities, dont need to feel like second-class citizen. It's only my feelings atm, might be different when I am back in Melb again. Maybe I'll feel I am able to continue living there. I am used to the freedom there. My 10th yr in Melb this yr! Ok maybe a couple more yrs and I'll be back. I know alot of you will be happy. I dont know how I feel! Arghhh! I do feel a little sad when I think abt coming home. 10 yrs is a long time, lots of things happened. Well at least now I know there is a certain pull factor back at home.
My fav festival is here very soon! Bitterswet bittersweet, sighh