I realised I cant write ambiguous stuff anywhere public. Okok I will try not to write obscure things and try to go straight to the point or try to keep my thoughts to myself or try ok nothing else. But hey, that's the whole point isnt it. You dont want to say everything too clearly, it's no more fun if you do that, lol. Ok I am rambling, but I will still write whatever comes into my mind next time.
Hmm...to improve sarcasm, watch more House.
I wonder if my last wk of hols will be any different from the wk which just passed. Too many group meetings and doing assignments for the first week. It's either those or the lib. Went lib with Juen on Fri. Havent seen her for a while. She's still the same. We all have a sad life this holiday. No road trips at all. Must do smthing at least if I can squeeze out some time that it, sigh sigh sigh. I hate being this busy. No life.
I am really distracted. Cant seem to concentrate and nothing seems to motivate me. Wouldnt it be a great idea for human beings to have a "focus" button? Press it and it will bring you back on track. But before that, it might give you a slap or two to wake you up from day dreaming. I am so distracted till I have 2 posts in a short span of 4 hrs. Maybe even more posts later on. Check out the distraction meter. Looks like it's at a dagerous rate of 9.728343/10 atm. Another 0.271657, I will post another entry. Cant stop thinking abt certain things. Happy or sad? Cant really differentiate. Probably a bit of both. Got to smack those thoughts down the back of my head.
Thought I grew out of Jay Chou's phase already, but no, his songs are still very gd! His newest album is coming out in Oct. Often I have no idea what is he singing, but it's just nice listening to it, the rhythm and all. Moreover he's such a talented artiste, sing, write his own songs, play musical instruments, hmm...maybe can add acting, but not as fantastic as his songs. I rem Serene's words, "his songs grow on you". I dont usually like a song straight away, esp a new song. But Jay's songs must be an exception, lol.
Yest was one of the days nicely planned out for me. I woke up to an empty house and I was thinking I had to walk to OCF in the dark myself later that evening too. Housemates had their own business to attend to. I didnt know what to do as my mid-sem break started. Yes I have a lot of work to do, but just felt like procrastinating. So Daniel and Rachelle called me in the afternoon to ask me to "go out to play". At first I was lazy and the sky was dark, didnt feel like leaving house. After more than 10 mins of persuasion from Daniel, I agreed to go swimming with them. What is this right, I am so easily persuaded. Is either that or Daniel is a super gd persuader. Ok I rather think he is a gd persuader rather me being easily persuaded, lol. Anyway it was a gd little exercise in the pool, though it was really crowded because the pool's so tiny. One thing both Rach and I cant understand is that why are the locals so "open". They change openly outside, walk out of the showers naked. I rem the very first time when I encountered this sort of scene, I was so shocked, but had to act as if it's so normal. Haha, I was only 17 or 18 then just came over to Melb not long, young and innocent. But yah conclusion for that lingering thought is that locals are "open", but asians like us are very conservative, that's all, full stop, haha. Dan and Rach took gd care of their chaperone, asked me out to play, asked me not to study, cooked dinner for me. Very nice of them.
Oh yes not finished with why my day was so perfectly planned. At the end of OCF, I thought I had to walk back sadly, in the dark all alone, coz hsemates all not arnd, but Shake came back, I had company. So at the end of the day, I had not only my hsemate to walk back with me, but had extra company too (Esther and Jack).
So mid-sem hols started....and then? Assignments, assignments and what? Oh yes more meetings and assignments. Great, I am so loving the hols. So much for the long-awaited break.
Had to post a funny incident during ADM lect. Coursemate was sitting beside me and I suspect he dozed off, then all of a sudden, he turned to me and asked me a really random question,"Do you have boyfriend?" I looked at him, gave him a strange look and answered him. He went back to his dozing off position. Thought he wanted to ask something abt Acc., but no, he's quite funny...and err... random. Was he dreaming or sleep talking? He might be, lol. Yes lecturer was still talking in the background when this weird/funny incident happened. Yah can see how boring the lect. was. -- Argh!! So much work, I hate work. I still want my mid-sem break!! Need to catch up on movies, haha..
Why do ppl type so hard on their keyboard? That's one thing I wondered while in the lib today. I concluded that it is either they want everybody in the lib to know they have a laptop or they want to show how fast they can type (which was not even fast in the first place). Law lib is so so quiet. Every little sound is amplified. I had to be very cautious when breathing. I am so hardworking, lol.
Week 6, just over. I am still finding a sub., quite useless. I am just not in tune with what the lecturer has got to say. Hmm...maybe he's a lenient lecturer. I hope. It's a very strange thing for me to say, but last week's Acc. was the best so far. Understood 90% of it, did 80% of tute without much trouble. Ahh, but this week's one is back to pulling my hair out and banging head on table. I will survive just like rest of weeks. Sigh. Ok on a happier note, the only good news for the week is prob my results for Mang. Econs. Thank God for that. 17/20. It's a really really good mark for me considering I had zero knowledge in Econs and I struggle to understand the first 3 lect. I am slightly more interested in the lect. now, coz I can follow most of what he is saying. I need another 41.5 marks in my assignment and exam to pass this sub, haha. -- Winter's officially over. Have to wait till next yr before it drops by again. I will miss the cold winterly days/nights. It is nice to snuggle in bed, pulling the quilt over your head at night. Cant really do that in the later part of the year. Such a pity. -- Great, I have successfully wasted at least 30 mins blogging here. I know it isnt exactly a long post, but too many things going thru my mind at the same time, got to filter out before actually typing my thoughts out. Argh, I need to slap myself for being so slack!!