something very sad happened yest. i got my bro and shake to go to my old place to help me move things to dot's place. shake left her bag outside the door. i saw her doing that and i even took off my jacket to put it on top of her bag. how stupid can i get. why didnt i juz take her bag and bring it into the hse instead of joining her to leave our things outside. stupid. if i had taken it in, we wouldnt get our things stolen. so shake lost her wallet and handphone. i lost the pouch wanli gave me for my bdae this yr. and inside the pouch, i had some sticker photos i took in spore. well, those are the sentimental things i lost, very sad. well, i lost my impt things like IC, bank card and my resident access card. i also lost the keys to the place i am staying now together with the resucitation mask key chain we got last yr during the first aid course. one lucky thing is i decided to hold on to my phone so it didnt get stolen as well. sigh sigh sigh. after moving my things and making police report, it was almost 11. came back and slp. trying to slp and hope i had a bad dream. apparently both shake and i dint slp well. i heard footsteps in the middle of the night and i was thinking those idiots who took our things cant be in the hse so fast right. scared myself. why wouldnt these idiots take ppl's things?? dont they have hands and legs to earn their own money? muz they steal things to make a living? what idiots. if i knew who the ppl were, i will serious consider breaking their legs.
thinking abt certain things makes my blood boil. inconsiderate ppl, juz dont like them. irritating. cant they wait?? like i will run away. stupid. suffered for so many yrs unknowingly and quietly, and they walk all over me. how shld i end it??
in the uni comp lab now. new peeps are having their orientation this wk. have to keep reminding myself that i am no longer a student in melb uni. melb uni student card is a nice real card, no longer the laminated piece of paper anymore. angry lah.
anyway happy CNY!! first CNY away from home. well, it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. had reunion dinner with bro and shake then went crown for a walk. not a bad way to spend CNY lah.
still homeless, really hoping can get a place soon. dont want to bother others when they are back. made quite a mess at huimin's place now. there are still so many things to be done. i dont know how am i going to get a job at this rate. really living off my parents now. well, i became a maid to my bro too. so can be considered my pay here, LOL!!
ok nothing much to write now, not comfortable typing here in the lab anyway. as i told huixian, hopefully the next time i use the net, it will be at home, in privacy. pls pray for accomodation soon, if not more ppl will be homeless, hahaha..
flying back to melb at 11+ ltr on at night. sigh, last few hrs of pampering in comfort zone before going back to the independent routine. i am not willing to leave this place. guess i will always be a little kid deep down who needs my security blanket. sigh again. hopefully will be back here at the end of the yr. anyway i wouldnt hv access to net unless we found a place to stay or if i go uni to use. ok friends in spore, thx for entertaining me and celebrating my bdae for me. friends in melb, see u soon....sigh.....
back from msia. we only took bus to JB and we were picked by uncle and aunt. we also got a ride to JB when we were returning to Sg. lucky lah. ate super a lot in msia, esp during dinner time. growing sideways. at first thought will be quite bored there, coz cant really receive Sg channels, so brought things over to entertain myself. in the end, i got so "entertained" by my cousins' chn (nieces and nephew), who stay next door to us. initially i enjoyed myself playing with them, but then they became super glue and kept coming over. a lot of their actions reminded me of how i behaved last time, except i was much better than them. haha. somehow they always come over when i am having brunch. and they will keep asking what i am eating. sometimes i have to bluff them that the food is spicy or sour and they cant eat. muahaha...but then the way they ask and look at me ah, i really cannot take it. too soft-hearted. manipulative innocent little chn. they wake up early and make a lot of noise, wake me up. tsk. why little kids dun slp till late?? anyway i was shocked that my 6 yrs old nephew is already having tuition!! crazy loh, 6 yrs old only, really no childhood. worse than us last time. i see my cousin, standard 5, she has tuition from 8-10 then come back for lunch and go sch till 6.30, after that, another tuition at 7.30-9.30. crazy crazy crazy!! oh i also went to her sch during break time to see see look look. parents go there to send food for their chn. quite a chaotic scene. it's funny to see parents waiting in the hall with packets or lunchboxes of food. i mean last time when i was in pri sch, my parents didnt do such things except only when i was sick or smthing. okok that's all for now lah, too long already, fingers tired. going melb soon. feeling is weird, coz i am not going back as a student. i going back to look for job!! and house and settle PR stuff......