i find that either i have lots of rest during the holidays and complaining of having nothing to do, or i get too busy and no rest. but i guess it is still better than having classes. at least things we do in the holidays are not so stressful. yest had a super long day, preparing for the vbs songs with shake and jamie, jc meeting, song ai's bdae dinner, karaoke. this is what i meant by being too busy in a day. anyway karaoke was not bad. had a few songs we sang like nobody's business. towards the end a few of us were quite stoned, except serene who was still so high. left there are 3+ (cant believe i stayed till tt time when i knew i had things to do and had to wake up early!!!!!! quite nuts) and by the time i was in bed, it was 4.30+. only had a few hours of slp and got to wake up at 8 to go church to prepare for the vbs songs again. so tired during the service. ooo....hope that the songs will go smoothly. after we left church, grace wanted to go for lunch. den i was asking where was serene. and at the same time a phone call came and grace conveniently told me it was serene on the phone and that serene wanted to come lunch with us. i thought it was funny how come we had to walk towards college sq direction since she was coming to meet us. did not put too much thoughts into it as i was too tired to care. then all of a sudden, grace stopped and turned around and there was this very familiar person beside her. it is someone i haven seen in 3 yrs!! grace tricked me!! (gd time to trick me when i am tired) but it was really a surprise lah. had lunch, went back albert hse for a visit. uncle andrew is still pretty much the same. got lots of updates from him. fond memories of albert house. i missed our table where we used to have our meals. i missed the company we had, the group which samuel so affectionately named AGG (all girls group). miss going to the TV room to watch charm on tuesdays (or whatever day it was). miss juz barging into amy's room whenever i like. miss going down to the second floor to look for the rest of the ppl. and i rem we used to go out in a grp, rent vcds and going to ppl's rm to watch. how fun!! had so much fun in our trinity yr in albert house, right grace?? memories will be memories...
Another summer day Another winter day, has gone by In either Paris or Rome... and I wanna to go home . ..Home and I m surrounded by a million people I still feel all alone I wanna go home I miss you
And I ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you, Each one a line or two I m fine baby, how are you? I would send them but I know that it s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that
Another summer day, another winter day, has gone by In either Paris or Rome... and I wanna to go home ...Home and I m surrounded by a million people I still feel all alone... I wanna go home
Let me go home
It s been a thrill but I ve had my fill let me go home
And I feel just like I m living someone else s life It s like I just stepped outside and everything was going right And I know just why you couldn t come along with me This was not your dream but you always believed in me...
Another winter day Has come and gone away in either Paris or Rome and I wanna go home Let me go home And I m surrounded by a million people I still feel alone I wanna go home Let me go home But it ll all be alright, I m coming home Tonight...
had a hectic weekend. last fri went to get stuff for our fundraising church lunch. took us so long. sat dragged serene out to accompany me to get more stuff for the lunch and had dinner with her at kimchi house. it was gd food but we stink after that because of the bbq. so embarrassing to be with other ppl on the tram. after that went shake's place to help her out with her making of sambal. not really help, juz frying ikan bilis. first time frying, goodness, muz write that down in my diary, hahaha...anyway slp over at serene's place and watched some korean variety show b4 slping...as usual...the shows are refreshing, something different from the taiwanese type of variety shows. finally got to slp at shldnt say wat time and not long after that got to wake up again to go church to prepare for the lunch. thank God for all the willing helpers - esp my right and left hands who are pinghan and shake respectively, kitchen hands, those who cooked, waiters/waitresses, manual dish washers and who helped us out in a way or another, if not we really wouldnt be able to come thru it. and of course thank God for the ppl who generously gave their money for the lunch. not sure what the responses of the ppl are, coz was in the kitchen the whole time. after that had to wash up and clean up. it was so so tiring, dun think i can do this again. we managed to raise a fair amt of money. =) thank God for everything!! after lunch went home for a while and went out for dinner with the ppl again. we had dinner at kum den and had those of ordering dishes type. havent had that for such a long time. felt so satisfied after that. of coz the dinner had to be completed with dessert, so walked back up to lygon to have freddos. had a super long day yest. came back, did this and that and finally got to slp. caught up on my slp again. such a wonderful feeling.
hmm...not many plans for this wk yet. tue - meeting up with lee-ean in the afternoon (??) and dinner with huimin before she flies back to spore, fri - going DFO. other days will be hiding at home tidying up my room and probably preparing for VBS??
haven been slping well for the past few days esp. took me long time to fall asleep and had prob waking up, coz would juz think of smthing in the middle of the night and panic. finally had the most wonderful slp last night. slp almost immediately and did not wake up in the middle of my slp. on top of that, had a gd dream too. dreamt abt my sec 4 classmates, seems like we were having a class gathering at my place, i only rem the pool. maybe they are planning one, haha..
handed in assignment and had paper yest. anyway yest's paper was bleah. was talking to jess and lee-ean before we went into the exam hall abt how we always go for exams with lots of info in our brain that felt like it is overflowing, but this time it felt so empty. but it is true. lots of things to read, but seems unrelevant at times. hopefully will do alright in it lah, i am scared. wat's the use of doing well in assignment but exam marks put it down. sigh. well something else happened. i went into the examination hall thinking my seat no. is 1024, when i went there, there was no paper on the table. i rushed out wanted to check,but was called back by the security (or was it one of the examiner, whatever) saying i cant go out once i am in. panic again but rem sitting behind / in front of chun, pearl, chuinwei, so juz plopped myself down the seat in between. one examiner came and asked what the prob was. i turned arnd and told her that i wasnt sure if this was my seat. aiyah, but the thing was i panicked so much that i cant concentrate during the reading time. after like 45 min, ppl started leaving, even lee-ean who was beside me left too (she got shoo-ed by the examiner who thought she had finished, hahaha). so i was pressurized to leave too. sigh, that's the reasons the paper was bleah! well i am juz glad it's over for now. can relax for juz a little bit before things get busy again..ppl flying back this morning, have a gd time back at home. crap i am missing home yet again.
haha i finished project design at 5 this morning. ok still have some touching up to do. something scary happened to me while i was busy typing away in the wee hours. there was this guy who walked past my window, gave a loud burp, and said 'hello....' in a deep voice. i got so scared that i did not dare to look out for 15 mins and kept myself busy at the screen, pretending i didnt hear anything, but deep inside i was trembling. what if he smashed my window?? what if he continued standing there, what am i supposed to do?? (haha, i have an imaginative mind). i kept my blinds open because i wanted to enjoy the foggy view, but after that i closed them. this sort of thing happened a few times already. not sure if i mentioned before, but last time there was this old lady who knocked on my window and asked for directions. scary scary. imagine, total silence, den suddenly 'knock knock', look up u see a face at the window. how scary is that. that's the con about staying on ground floor. ok that's all for the frightening experiences for now. thank you for reading and sharing my fears. now get back to studying if you are not supposed to be wasting time. LOL!!
developmental differences, here i come to study you....sigh...
i love the weather now. foggy and cold. still trying to warm my fingers up. cant wear gloves coz the touchpad cant really sense it. and it is really hard to type with gloves. apparently it is 5 degress out there now. the guys still went to have ice-cream juz now after ocf!!! nuts. but i love the weather.
i will finish my project design before i slp!!! yes i will!!! long long night, argh...
i am blogging on alternate days, haha..lost my train of thoughts........argh........
my thoughts came back..heh. watched too many videos on youtube. used up lots of bytes. i hate limited bandwidth. the speed is really fast, so you just keep watching and watching and forget all abt the limit. i dont like it. i want to finish project design by this fri, can i or can i not?? i have to finish it by hook or by crook. i need the rest of the days to study for my exam!!! .....den i am free. free as a bird. as if. wishful thinking. *whacks myself on the head* muahahahaha.
sorry for the nonsensical post once again. i am posting for the sake of posting and i am uber bored with readings.
my neck cant support my head. literally. it feels so heavy. getting a neckache. got to think of what to have for dinner again. i need my mum. i think this song, bomba bomba, by 183 club sounds really lame, the music video is quite lame too. but it is a nice song, seriously. this other song 甜蜜约定 (a date so sweet), is very soothing. this music video is sweet, esp the 2 kids at the beginning and at the end. ok this post doesnt make a lot of sense. oh well, better than ranting about my assignment, which i might later on in the wk. haha..have a gd week everyone!! all the best of exams / assignments!!
did not know we had prac briefing at 10 this morning until lee-ean called at 9.30. i thought she was trying to be funny, haha...well, luckily my place is near queensberry, so still made it in time. it is always like when i check my uni email, there would be junk, when i decided not to check it, they sent something impt. had a quick lunch at bismi with lee-ean n jess and came back to watch jurassic park which i borrowed from the erc with jess yest. it brought back memories. last time whenever we went back to msia, my brothers and i would go to my cousin's room to watch movies. there was no dvds at that time yet i think. we watched on laser discs. those big big discs. haha. i rem we always watched thriller movies like predators, aliens, cant rem what else. my cousin had surround sound system (i think tt's what it's called, it's ok, dun correct me if i am wrong, let me live in denial, muahaha), so whenever there was an exciting part, i would jump up because of the sound effects. now times changed, he has children, and we have grown up, so we dont go to his room anymore. seems like invading privacy. but den we go to his house to watch instead. haha...anyway jurassic park was still as scary as the last time when i watched it, i think when i was still in pri sch. i still jumped at the same parts and i hugged my pillow so tightly. watched matilda yest. i had a gd time watching tt, very relaxing show, ok not that relaxing, i jumped at some parts too. ok fine i do get scared easily.....sometimes......well it is a very gd show. still have one more to watch, billy elliot, before i start on my assignment.
i am sick of my dinner. i need real food. save meeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!