had a dinner celebration for kay weng this evening. quite a no. of ppl went. they had a mini-sabo on him in the restaurant. did not follow them for the second part of the sabo. tired. went out shopping for ppl's presents with grace n peishan. basically spent the whole day outside, tt's y so tired. nothing much been happening. same things, go sch come back. 3 out of 5 days having afternoon classes this wk. bad. oh well, can slp in, not to say tt's a bad thing, juz making me more lazy. haven met racheal, a few wks since she came over to melb. well, haven met her for a few yrs, since the o-levels tution days. better call her soon.
everything feels strange. it is juz different. uni started. most lects r alright. yest's science & tech was really interesting. it had been yrs since i did science experiements. not the complicated ones of coz, juz the basic but interesting. anyway finally watched batman yest. i tot it was gd, the effects and all. fantabulous. (jess u r rather right, the guy's not bad looking, for once our taste is similar, haha..) monster-in-law was funny. reading this book called 'the road less travelled'. surprisingly i am enjoying it. it was given to me by my cousin, but i left it in the cupboard back at home for months. ok getting ready for 1st lect of the day at 12 ltr. bad timetable =(
*looks at mirror* argh!!! who's that fat person staring back?? argh, fat fat fat, argh!!! help!!! fat, argh, fat, argh!!!
sigh, wat to do, all talk no action. living a seriously unhealthy lifestyle. dun bother calling me to go for excerise coz i m unhealthy, n fat n old. hahaha.....all those yrs of swimming and running went down the drain. okok i will try to lead a more healthy lifestyle....when sch reopens.
so tired..haven been slping well for some time. gd, preparation for the start of uni. had only 4 hrs of slp yest =(. went out for supper after ocf till too late.....woke up at 8 this morning n went over to the tan sisters hse to help joceline make ondeh ondeh for the hawker fiesta. it turned out really well. went to college sq in the afternoon and started helping out there. din know there was so much things to be done. luckily there was a lot of ppl to help out. lots of yummy food cooked by aunties and ocfers. i think there were quite a lot of new ppl brought by frendz of frendz and those staying at college sq. was trying to be busy, so din interact much with ppl, stuck with the usual ppl. anti-social mood. everything turned out well. lots of food left over. opps, over-estimated. tired tired tired. both physically and mentally. going to start uni again!!!! how wonderful!!!! i can't wait!!!! (LOL)
took driving theory test this afternoon with juen n serene. got thru it. yeah, at least din waste my $28.10. paid $17.80 to get my permit card. these ppl are squeezing me dry. too much. after all the waiting i finally got my learner's permit. cool. went to uni to enquire abt my phone. got a new phone - sony ericsson z800i. i can finally stop paying for $38/mth for my old phone. they waived the next 3 mths. so frm next mth on i juz got to pay $15/mth and i get to hv a new phone too. sweet. at first i din think much of this phone, but all the more i look at it, all the more i m liking it. the resolution for the camera is gd as well, much better than the LG one. and i get to choose smthing frm the shop worth less than $20, not sure why, but it is to my benefit, why not, hah...so got a hands-free for nokia.
shld start my day frm yest. wanted to go out with juen in the morning for coffee, but both of us din wake up in time, so ended up not going. went to uni for the outreach program - to invite ppl to come for ocf and the 2 events we will be having, which is the hawker fiesta and the e-nite. most of the ppl we talked to were friendly, but of coz we met with one or two ppl who were not really interested. it was rather scary initially, coz got to approach ppl whom we dunnoe. luckily most of them were willing to listen, so it wasn't so bad. after tt went to huimin's place. finally got to meet her, i think is first time this yr. slack a bit at her place den went hawthorn to hv dinner with her n angga. they are a funny couple. anyway after dinner came back to my place. after a long decision, huimin decided to stay over to watch movie. brought over 4 movies but only 2 can be watched. so we watched tokyo godfathers and saved. i already watched tokyo godfathers b4, so was making calls here n there, disturbing huimin. haha..den after the movies chatted online for a while. in the end i slp at abt 5 while tt gal din slp at all, n left at 7. nuts. i slp till like 1+ this afternoon. bestest. oh no, been slacking again todae. oh yah timetable's out, can't believe we hv no free day and 16 hrs each wk. great!!!
not sure wat to write, but typing for the sake of typing. this is call nothing better to do. i feel ... indifferent...well i also dunnoe wat i mean by tt..pls tk no note of this. i m juz crapping away.
been sleeping a lot and still feeling tired. what is wrong with me. must be the weather. feeling anti-social. must be the weather. not concentrating. must be the weather. but anyways hope the last wk of hols will be fulfilling.
God will make a way Where there seems to be no way, He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me. He will be my guide, Hold me closely to His side, With love and strength for each new day, He will make a way, He will make a way.
finally finished the korean shows. can get on to doing something more useful, hopefully...shld start to study for the driving comp test and start reading some books. lacking of knowledge. watched fantastic 4 yest with ocf ppl. it was ok. not much climax though. i would perfer spiderman or war of the worlds to fantastic 4. but most ppl like fantastic 4 as compared to war of the worlds. ok slack one more nite and start getting back on my feet tml. really hope so...
ppl hv a tendency of waiting and waiting, in the end a short time of meeting will end up being a long one. it alwayz happens, esp with a large grp of ppl. not that i mind, but it is juz funny. like yest afternoon after church, spent 1 hr deciding on a place to eat and after eating, came out of the restaurant and continued standing there deciding wat to do. well, we went kum den for lunch and i headed off with ee ling and dorothy to get smthing for alvina. i like the bags at duchess. ok anyway had a farewell dinner for alvina. at first planned on like 10 ppl, but ended up with almost 30 ppl. stressed ah, but everything was well. went ajisen ramen. we occupied half the restaurant. after tt as usual, came out of the place, standing outside, deciding on next thing to do. had ice-cream on lygon den back home. it is gd that ppl r united and do things together. the more ppl the merrier. that's how i like it, i can't stand being solitary. you will juz end up feeling sorry for urself. ok that's how i feel. somehow i juz feel that this entry sounds depressing or is it only me? these r the things i will think abt when i m by myself.
i think akon's song - 'lonely' fits me now, lol...nothing to do, no plans, no nothing for the rest of hols, juz waiting for ppl to ask me to go out, if not i will be at home watching korean drama. rest of hols will be wasted away. anyway lee-ean came by yest to visit me. got her to go ocf with me. gd that she mixed well with the ppl there. went universal for supper, last ocf gathering for alvina b4 she leaves for sydney. raining this morning when we woke up, the room was so dark when the alarm went off at 10.30, snoozed for half hr b4 lee-ean n i decided to wake up. spent the rest of the morning watching chn show on tv and finally decided to go red silk for lunch. wat a wet wet day, no gd.
woke up this morning and felt strange, din feel like doing anything. tt's very lonely feeling suddenly kicked in...it was better after seeing my hsemates arnd in the hse. went vicroads with juen to register for computer driving test. finally something productive. had been eating and eating non-stop, some one help pls...if anyone happen to see a big round ball rolling arnd, tt's moi!!!! anyway uploaded some pics here and to view more, scroll down on the left. added some new ones like july camp and chye ling's trip to melb. off to slacking again.
finally here again..back from july camp. it was gd, but the studies are really too intense. will post some photos up when i m in the mood to do so. met some new ppl there. feeling tired. went out with alvina, grace, serene n ben in the afternoon to hv lunch. cant decide on the movie n ended up not watching it in the afternoon. met july camp bs grp for dinner n watched movie - war of the world, with other ocfers. made serene and alvina come watch movie with me, but in the end they cant get the tickets, so serene went back and alvina got the later movie. sorry peeps...the whole movie made my heart beat so fast. but i thought i was rather gd, the effects and all. juz that some parts r quite irrational. well, that's why it is called a movie. feeling disappointed. i need to find something to do during the hols i think. let's go out ppl.