ok i m in some mood to blog now. but this is bad. other than using the word 'stressed', i hv no other words to describe how i am feeling now. coz i practically done nothing over the weekend, and i hv the professional roles essay due!!! 70%!!! help!!! been busy throughout the weekend and can't get down to doing work, juz like now. juz came back not long from my bs grp's social outing. we had steamboat at grace's place. there was so much food. everything was gd. it was a pity we din get to eat the chocolate fondue coz we were too full. we had a fun time, sharing interesting things abt ourselves. well everyone came up with such funny stories. i had to crack my brains to think of smthing interesting. did not tk out grp pic, wat a pity. will post some pics when i get it done. yest had a long day too. went vic mark with jeannie to get the stuff for the steamboat. den brought it to grace's place. there was a grp having their social lunch at peishan's place, so we were invited over to eat, coz there was too much food. we crashed their social. came back slp n went out for dinner with hsemates n their parents and some others to hv dinner at shark fins hse. this is how my weekend flew past. did nothing!!!! can i finish it within 5 days. help!!!
somehow i have lost interest in sharing my life with others. well it is depressing to share unhappy thoughts with ppl. ok i will share my life when something happy happens. i miss home. homesick. 3 more mths.
been keeping myself busy these few days. fri drama was embarrassing. but it's done. sat went for adeline and geraldine's graduation. took pics with them. makes me feel like graduating. family can come over. can't wait can't wait. went city n finally got to meet racheal for like 5 mins. den to church for e-nite. jess came, with bohan n gan. after tt went for jess t.'s place for her bdae. was so tired and therefore stoning most of the time. todae after church, celebration for grace ping's 21st at shark fin hse. it was such a memorable event for her. the guys looked smart in their tux. guys can look gd easily, unlike gals, hv to put in more effort like finding the right dress and making up. troublesome. guys can put on a tux n look gd. unfair. haha. anyway lots of readings not done. bad.
aiyoh, how come u ppl think i m patriotic in my previous post. i tot it was funny. maybe i only feel my love for my country once a yr, coz everybody in spore will be celebrating at the same time, which is fun. ok enough of those stuffs. anyways getting stresssed with drama. 10 mins performance. stupid drama. really dun like drama, but i guess we have to do it for the sake of chn. chn love to watch drama. thinking back, i rem loving to see ppl performing. hope everything turns out well pls. no room for screwing up. there was actually a forecast of snow in melboune city for this afternoon, unbelievable. freezing cold, but no snow.
national day tml. miss home. red and white flags, with 5 stars and a moon, hanging out from ppl's houses. rem those sch days in spore whenwe students have to do smthing during the national day wk. like in prisch, ngee ann has the tradition of having the best decorated classcompetition. we also had composition writing competition about nationalday. not forgetting drawing competions. i rem alwayz drawing themerlion. hah. during chung cheng days, similar things happening, but idun take part in any. but we do hv concerts and alwayz half day off on the eve of national day. on national day itself, my parents, 2 bros and iwould alwayz sit in front of the tv and watch the live tele-cast of theparade. and it so happened that we alwayz have roast duck for dinnereach yr. ok not exactly every yr, but as far as i rem, it seemed like it. sofunny, it is like a tradition. we did go to the parade a few times when wewerelucky enough to get the tickets. no we dun queue like kiasusporeans to get it, ppl give them to us. speaking of getting tickets, iwonder if sporeans still queue for days to get them? kiasu sporeans. orshould i say patriotic sporeans? LOL. i like the free gifts that cometogether with it. maybe coz i was young n innocent at that time, littlethings would make me happy and excited. how i miss spending nationalday with my family. majulah singapura. *heartwarming national daysongs playing softly in the background, waving miniature flags* havingthe sudden urge to d/l the national anthem and all the other nationalday songs and hv a sing-a-long session with fellow sporeans. okok i mnot a patriotic freak or anything, but at least muz show some respect forthe country i grew up in right. hahahahaha....
hoho...heehee...haha...i cut my hair. i feel happy. i shld had cut it long time ago if i know it would make me happier. well not tt i was really unhappy or anything, but yeah... this is one of the few times i m satisfied with my hair cut, considering this is like my 3rd time having my hair cut by someone other den my aunt. not saying my aunt not gd, heh...i feel chirpy. lalalala...but tired too. hmm...erm these 2 adjectives doesnt go very well together huh, but who cares, lalalala...i suddenly feel like playing tennis and basketball. this is the urge of the moment, it will be gone by the time i wake up. lol. weekend is here again, yeah. but lots of readings. sad sad =( hmm...this is supposed to be a happy entry =))) i feel nuts, muz the time of the day, i mean night. crapping on and on and on....
i got serious black patch arnd my eyes called black eye rings aka panda eyes or what my mum calls it as 'getting punched in the eye'. bad eye bags as well. argh looking bad, looking bad. also getting stressed, but dunnoe over what.