Wednesday, February 23, 2005
last day of chinese new yr.
ok one last entry here in spore =(
can't bear to leave home. the feeling is alwayz the same on the last day, the dreading feeling. the thing i m dreading most is unpacking my luggage n those boxes there. will faint. how i wish i had my family accompanying me there. i know if they were there with me, i hv nothing to worry abt. 2nd dreading thing is hv to start cooking again over there. here, i dun even hv to lift my fingers to wash the dishes. my plate will be taken away by my mum after i had eaten. haha, wat a princess life i m having. ok facing reality soon, no more fairy tale lifestyle. boohoo. i dun want to leave!!! home sweet home, why does time passes so fast??
guess wun be online till there is internet access at my place. hopefully i will like the new place.
ok frendz in spore, bye for now, sorry if i haven been able to meet u all. u know wat i m like, lazy, is the word.
frendz in Aust. see u there soon.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
2nd last day at home, with ready cooked food, clothes washed n folded, good tv programs to watch, going out with ppl. oh well, a little looking forward to going to melb to see my frendz, i.e. lee-ean, haha...prolly also becoz huimin will be travelling with me. such an concidence tt huimin taking the same flight. but still not ready to leave home. this yr will fly pass again. really hope this yr is gd or even better than last yr. hopefully will be having gd placements.
met huixian at Parkway yest. actually was going to meet duan ni as well, but woke up too late, so din get to meet her. wanli had lessons till late, so nv see her too. had vegetarian for lunch n proceeded to get my stuffs. i bought a Jay Chou taipei concert live vcd. woohoo. gd buy i guess. 3 discs for $19.90. there is another one, will be getting my bro to get. walked arnd here n there. finally sat down n took photos. it was quite crazy, din know by clicking n clicking, we took 82 pics. can't believe it.we took the pics ourselves, so it is quite funny seeing 2 gals holding the camera n kept taking pics. den ltr went out of Parkway, heading for a place with better view to tk more pics. we decided on the place n saw this little gal in sch uniform sitting there. both me n huixian were like 'u go ask her tk for us lah'. after abt 10 mins to pushing here n there, we saw Zhongying n Qinglin walking pass. chatted for a while n finally got a sch boy to tk for us. the sch boy was so nervous n his voice is still like a little boy...hee, shldn't be so mean.
packing almost done, maybe can watch the Jay Chou concert.
Monday, February 21, 2005
starting to think if some frendz r true frendz who stay by ur side when u r up or down, or r those frendz juz fakes, with sudden-*love ya, *miss ya, etc (when we only get to see the person once a yr or less). they would most probably say that to everyone, like the whole world is their best frend. we wun call them acquaintances, as we know them for a long time. we really can't call them hypocrites, as we juz can't bring the word to our tongues. i dunnoe what we can call them. i would most certainly perfer a frend whom i can depend on, share my happy or sad thoughts with them, juz like another family member. i also dun mind frendz whom i din see for a long time dropping me a line or two. juz a little 'hi', 'bye', 'hope to see u soon'(though u know u wun see them for a long long time) is fine. i think i dun like ppl who act as if they r very close to u when they r not.
*above are juz words tt came flowing into my mind at a time when i m very sleepy. it is NOT meant for anyone. these are juz my thoughts. pls do not tk this seriously. i m very thankful for each n everyone of my frendz. thank God tt my frendz r wonderful.
the feeling of loneliness is starting to kick in. realising this is the last weekend i m going to be spending with my family-the going out together, eating, shopping, spending time together. although many of these times may not be smooth sailing, but i juz love the feeling of being together as a family during the weekends. tt's why i alwayz reserve weekends for my family, n going out with frendz during the weekdays. tt's y i really detest those ppl (i.e. my older bro) who treats family like shit n comes home whenever they like. the home is juz like another hotel to them juz tt it is free. oh no, i m sprouting nonsense here again, so afraid i would be hurting ppl unintentionally. ok better stop now n get to bed. nitez blog.
Saturday, February 19, 2005
oh no jay chou is attached, but not to jolin tsai, the perfect couple. haiz...
was pissed with my idiotic older bro yest nite. can't stand him, why is he not like other ppl's other bro who can be so doting n caring for younger siblings? why not? why does he still have the mentality of a 10 yr old, or even younger?? CAN'T STAND HIM!!! alwayz quarreling when he comes home. lucky my relationwhip with my other bro is not like tt. watever, spoilt my gd mood for yest.
yest was a day of meeting up with huixian n duan ni. it had been 1 yr since i last saw them.walked arnd with duan ni while waiting for huixian, den after huixian came, walked arnd a bit b4 taking our yearly neo prints. we even borrowed the neoprint shop's machine to tk pics using digital cam. coz tt machine hv diff backgrounds, haha...lastly had vegetarian for dinner, coz dear huixian is such a devoted vegetarian. no temptation for her at all. gd for her.
anyway left with a couple more days b4 leaving for melb. can't say i m looking forward to it or dreading it. a mixture of both. last weekend here in sunny island.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
heh meeting with wanli was gd. one super embarrassing thing happened to me. i was supposed to go to Lido earlier to get the tickets for the movies first, but i was late as well. when i reached Orchard, i was so sure i was walking in the right direction, but when i came up frm the escalator, i was at Tangs. i panicked a little, thinking not much time for me to walk arnd to figure out how to go to Lido. den i msged wanli to seek help. in the end i managed to find it as Lido was staring straight at my face, how embarrassing, haha...really muz hang out in Orchard more. everytime also liddat. anyway i was flattered this afternoon. wat is it? it's for me to know n u all to find out, but i doubt anyone will, not planning to say, hahaha....anyway wanted to watch Constatine at 3, but we were too late, too crowded, so watched Seoul Raiders instead. Tony Leung looks so gd though he is old, he muz be my newest idol. gd actor as well. the movie was gd, i like it. decided to watch Constatine, so caught the 5.15 one. almost like a movie marathon. it was gd as well, but a little diff to understand. ok i muz agree with wanli tt Keanu Reeves is very gd looking. finally finally meeting with dear huixian tml. my goodness, how bz she is man...ok nitez...
Monday, February 14, 2005
valentine's day today, so wishing everyone a great v-day. back frm msia yest morning. mum afraid of being stuck at the causeway, so she made us wake up at 6.30 and leave by 7. i was so grumpy the whole morning. anyway CNY was very gd, went to different states in msia. it was a little quiet at grandpa's place coz there are only 2 families including my family, my unmarried aunt not counted. only 11 ppl having reunion dinner. din get to see my other cousins, coz we went away on New Yr's day when they came visiting. got to wait till next yr. anyway on new yr's eve, went to aunt's (mum's sis)hse after dinner. watched them set off the fireworks at 12 sharp.
next day went to my mum's oldest sis hse in Tangkak. it was much more like new yr, more ppl there, almost all my mum's siblings were there with their chn (my cousins, duh), and my cousins's chn. yah i admit i love crowds, can't stand being alone. met my oldest cousin's 3rd child for the first time, din even know he had a 3rd child, he is fast, haha...had so much fun teasing and playing with those little chn. watched my cousins playing with fire crackers. police dropped by to pay a little visit, got a warning, coz not supposed to play with fire crackers. stupid police lah, no fire crackers not like new yr at all. had bak kut teh the next morning. tt place was swarmed with ppl. finally got to taste the yummy food. younger bro had been complaining to go back to spore earlier to visit frendz n all, so he went back with my uncle, also frm spore. den we headed back to grandpa's place in Yong Peng, back to the quiet place. it was even more quiet after my uncle's family went back to KL, my cousin got to go back for his army. so leaving our family (now reduced to 4 ppl) n aunt n grandpa.
tot these last few days in msia would be boring, but my aunt came by on fri morning to ask if we wanted to go Batu. of coz yes lah, there was where i had my hair cut. it looks gd juz after it was cut, coz they made it nicely n all. now my hair is so short compared to last time. a change is gd n my hair grows fast.
lastly on sat went to Malacca with aunt's family again. had the famous chicken rice balls there. saw this spore actor there as well. i think he is frm Malacca lah. he alwayz has the role of the rebellious guy, like the recent Ah Guang, in My Lucky Charm. btw the food was not tasty. as this family were leaving the table, this one guy was saying the rice n chicken was not gd. we were thinking he must be joking, but he was rite. oh well, at least got to eat the famous chicken rice balls. went to Tangkak once more b4 returning back to Yong Peng. really had fun this new yr.
less than 10 days back in melb, haiz...jess, i understand ur bitter-sweet feeling.
Monday, February 07, 2005
man, wasted one whole morning n afternoon waiting n waiting. it was pure wasting time. will be in msia from tml till sun. wishing everyone a happy happy new yr.
Sunday, February 06, 2005
haha, look at my bro looking smart in army uniform. sorry ah, Recruit Chua if u r looking at this, gd to laugh at.
been MIA for quite some time yet again. went to JB for a day to visit jess on tue. it was great seeing her in her own home n all. her family is so nice. had a wonderful dinner with them on the day i went to JB. first time taking bus to JB with jess, n coming back by myself, i m so proud of myself, hahaha...it isn't so difficult after all. did some shopping there at this nice shop. got myself 2 tops n a bag at reasonable prices. now still short of a wallet, den everything is complete. had a gd time there relaxing n all. it was not boring at all jess, tt's how i like my life to be. sorry ah, this entry like a bit delayed. den tt day on fri actually tot was finally going to meet up with huixian, but in the end still nv. got to go shopping with yingyuan though. we went parkway to walk arnd. when we were abt to go back, met huiyun. gd seeing her again. one of my oldest n longest friend. too bad dad was waiting to pick me up, so did not talk much. n bro came back yest. his 1st book-out day. gd to see him after 2 wks too. went to send him to pasar ris mrt. there were lots n lots of army guys. it looks like a sch with the students waiting for assembly. it constantly reminds me of my sec sch days. ok now looking forward to going msia for CNY.
hey jess, i've put the pics we took tt day at ur place on my blog the 'photos' there. u put urs soemwhere or send to me lah. thanx yah.