Thursday, January 29, 2004
so sad going back to melb very soon. sad lah, so fast liddat. den hv to be stuck there for 9 mths...haiz....nv, go back there hv frends to accompany me, tt's one gd thing. but wat's better den staying at home??
it has been raining for the whole day. not sure whether it is still raining now not. such a nice day to stay in bed. slp till like 11+. long time nv slp for so long already. nice....last nite din slp well lah, coz my grandfather lah, he couldn't slp. he was like walking around, dunnoe wat he was doing. he was carrying his luggage, like want to go back liddat. den said smthing abt buying veggies. hmm....he seems quite ok now, watching tv, but also dunnoe whether he is watching. poor thing.
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
one rather scary thing happened this morning. i think my grandfather is suffering frm old age or watever tt's called. he kept imagining things or ppl r there when there's is nothing. it happens a few times already. like this morning, he walked into my parents' rm n sat on their bed n talk to 'someone', as in literally having a conversation. he was talking smthing abt having porridge. after a while he got up n spoke in chinese like talking to little kids asking them if they want to play. den he took like those small boxes on the ground n gave them to me. i was still sleeping in the room mah. ok not sleeping when i heard grandfather talking. after a while he went out. i was so afraid he would jump down frm the balcony man....scary. it happened once when he was in KL. he climbed over the fence to the neighbour's house, coz he insisted he saw a lot of other ppl climbing over it. oh man....scary. old age is scary, i hope i wun be like him when i am old. i feel so sorry for him being so lonely. but wat can i do??
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
hmm....Gong Gong came out to spore with us frm msia. he like so poor thing, so lonely here. nobody talk to him except my parents. we dunnoe wat to talk to him abt lah. hmm...feel so weird.
ok back frm msia on sun. it was a rather gd new yr. first time see the ppl spending RM 750 on fireworks, yes fireworks. so beautiful leh. the ppl is so willing to spend so much on fireworks, not counting firecrackers leh. but nice lah, can let neighbours enjoy also. my cousin ah, her dad alwayz buy a lot of firecrackers for her, dunnoe how many boxes man...we din buy any at all. dexter's father's frend gave them those red firecrackers, so he put them up when all my other little cousins r around. speaking of cousins, they all very cute, but den like all dunnoe each other, coz we only meet up like once a yr, juz like strangers. hmm...but nvm. i like my cousin's son. he is call Shi Hao, or smthing, i think shld be lah. they kept calling him Hao Hao. he super cute, only 2 yrs old, but he can speak so fluently. hv two cute dimples, 1 on each side. aiyoh, i want to kidnap him ah. wasted, i din tk pic with him. din bring camera back, n the digi-cam so lousy, the pic tk already not clear. but he very naughty also, kept using his nails to scratch ppl. he alwayz come over to find me, den he will climb on me, after tt he starts scratching me. so pain, still hv hv his nail marks on my poor arms n face. his mum, which is my cousin lah, dresses him like a little break dancer. so cool. he is going to be my fav. cousin already lah. all my cousins children all so cute one....how??? i kept forgetting half their names, but who cares. Chiann Ping very jealous when i carry Hao Hao. she doesn't allow me to carry him or else she will sit at the corner to sulk n say she dun want to friend me already (haha...kids r alwayz kids). after a while she will come n play again. hao hao so kawaii, can't stand it.
btw, i finally cut my hair already. haiz, so disappointing, my hair become so so so ugly. become short n not nice already. how i missed my long hair. poor hair.....
on the last nite when i was in msia, i suddenly hv this really bad gastric. at first i tot it was ok, i was still playing with my cousins, but who knows after a while, it was like so bad. den tt nite felt a little better, but got a fever. stupid. after tt i was much better, only hv gastric. i tot gastric only comes once in a while, but mine stayed there for like a few days. much better now.
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
i feel like everything in my brain is in a mess. dunnoe y aso, juz had a nap n everything is like so weird, for eg. i kept thinking todae is every other day except tue. the reason for the slp is not really becoz i am tired or anything. it is becoz i had a huge fight with my tt IDIOT bro. who refuses to grow up. yes a fight, which was 1 sided, coz i din bother fighting, or at least i think it wasn't worth it. it was like this...... i was on the bed in my parents rm, he was sitting on the ground. we were watching tv, den when i wasn't noticing, he snatched away my radio receiver n said he wanted to listen. he din ask for permission at all. not tt if he asked i will lend it to him, but he still should hv the courtesy to ask rite???? so i wanted to get it back, he ran ot the living rm, obviously i followed. spent dunnoe how long there. i took his big ugly ear phone n threatened to throw it down the balcony if he refuses to return it. of coz he not so 'guai' to listen to me. i wanted to try my TKD skills on him, but i rem he learnt tt b4 as well, n moreover he is a big fat guy, i will not win him, so i decided against it. but he kicked me!!! at tt time i want to explode already. nvm,he ran to the toilet n locked himself in there for a while, so i threatened to drop his mini hi-5 if he doesn't return it. i was like so super pissed, began dropping his ear phone. ha, he scared i will spoil the radio, so no choice hv to come out. but tt idiot still holding on to my receiver. i dunnoe wat happened in b/n, but i know tt he gave me a punch in my stomach. it wasn't tt painful, but i wanted to make him feel guilty, so i started crying, n pretended i was in great pain. yah he looked a little frightened n dropped the receiver on the bed. hahaha...i wanted to fight back, but i juz wasn't tt angry to fight back. i know mum will deal with him later, so i din bother. haha....
idiot man, todae almost all on tt idiot. but after tt slp n this blogging, i feel much better. tml going back to msia, i hope it will be fun man. ok happy CNY ppl. will update when i come back on sun.
Monday, January 19, 2004
ok 1 brand new wk on a nice monday morning. ha not bad lah a beautiful morning. the house almost done i guess. now there are 2 workers fixing the doors, den done i hope. home is so empty now, nothing in the living room at all, except a table, n some boxes. but this wun stay empty for long, after a while it will be full of rubbish again. oh man, i muz be so bored until i am writing nonsense i also dunnoe.
i dunnoe y i alwayz so pissed with my older bro. he alwayz will find someting to irritte me, every little thing he does will irritate me till i feel like killing him. help me man....how can he be so childish??? 22 this yr already leh, so acting like a kid. ok i shouldn't say too much bad things abt him, coz new yr is coming.
anyway, tt day went to east coast with huiyun n eliza. it was gd. we were sweating (haha, huiyun, i refuse to say perspire, yah sweating like a pig). cycle very far very far, sit until my butt pain, very long nv cycle already. super a lot of ppl at the beach leh. actually meeting renee as well, but she can't make it. oh well, nvm, can make it another time i guess. ok our next destination is Big Splash. i want to go there for a long time already, but haiz.....haha....ok see when go loh.
i dunnoe wat to do today. still the same things lah, watch tv, eat slp. this can't go on!!!! my engine will be super hard to start when i go back to melb next mth. yeah new yr new yr, so happy. ok i am crazy, tt's wat boredom turned me into.
Saturday, January 17, 2004
i guess my laptop is virus-free now. i seriously hope so. at least it doesn't keep shutting down now. gd thing, i can use internet in peace. now when i hv internet access i also dunnoe wat to write leh. CNY coming....yeah, finally, my favourite holiday of the yr is finally here very very soon. can't wait to go back to msia. haven been back there for a yr already. only went to KL, but so nv go visit relatives. i am super bored at home. ppl like huixian n yingyuan already found a job, den wanli, duan ni they all stared sch already. most of my course mates in msia. so sad one me. luckily, tml going out to east coast to cycle. meeting huiyun, eliza they all. so long nv see them. 1 yr already. ok I AM BORED. but den hor, at the same time i also like lazy to go out sometimes leh. haiz, tt's me, alwayz so lazy.
Monday, January 12, 2004
i am super pissed...juz now there was this guy who came to deliver the marble table top for the kitchen or watever lah, i dun care.....but den he was saying or rather shouting that he can't do anything coz smhting is still not done. den my parents juz went out to get lunch lah. he was saying al these rubbish tt i din even understand, coz i nv ask my parents these type of things to do with the hse mah. so IDIOT!!! angry leh. he asked me i also dunnoe wything wat, wat can i do???? my parents chose this time to go out, leaving me alone at home to deal with this type of ppl. too much man, i condemn him!!!!!! ok feeling a little better now, but still pissed lah...pissed with so many things. my laptop, i think hv some virus thingy tt keeps shutting down after a while, so i can't use internet for long. den the hse comp is like stuck somewhere which is not convenient to tk out, so cannot use. pissed pissed pisssed......
but on the happier tone, i juz had my 19th bdae yest. oh man, so old already, sianz leh....we went on our BECE trip to KL last wk. i spent a nite at chunfei's place n the next day, we followed her sis car down to JB to meet jess n meicui, to board the bus. but the stupid bus came like 1 hr late. actually we were all so happy n excited to se each other, but all the bus fault, we became moody n everything. but it came in the end. on the day itself, we went to Times Sq. to shop n went to the theme park. wow, the theme park was gd. i love the roller coaster the best. there was one ride tt made me real sick. our heads were all thrown everywhere, like crazy ppl. haha. but nevertheless, it was gd. yah jess t. was there with us as well. we slept rather late, talking throughout. all 4 of us squeezed in one double sized bed. den in the middle of the nite, me n chunfei went over the other rm to slp. cannot stand it lah, cannot rest well...
the next day we woke up rather early, becoz someone's phone woke us up (dunnoe who hor, chunfei, hahaahahah....). yah went out shop a while n after tt too tired, came back to slp. at nite, went to this Tai restaurant to hv dinner. my dear course mates celebrate my bdae for me. at the end of the meal, jess said she want to go toilet, i should hv guessed they were up on smthing lah. yah they brought out a cake n sang bdae song for me. it was such a pleasant surprise. thankyou coursemates (chunfei, jess lam, jess t., meicui, lee-ean). went back to the apt. to talk rubbish again, after tt went out for dessert. it was very gd the dessert. yumyum.
haha, so long nv update, den suddenly so long, n starting is like scolding other ppl. haha, but who cares, i like it this way.